Missing Someone

Assalamualaikum..

Tonight at 11.36 pm.. I can't sleep. I've tried to close my eyes but I can't. I feel lonely. I'm missing someone. Hmmm I should not think of him because I know he's happy now with his family. THEY ARE AT... ahh I don't care where but I know they are happy. Yeay I'm happy too! Oh no............. I'm lying........ :( Why can't I forget him? Why and why? Ya Allah, I can't stand this. Fit, forget him just for a while, Fit. Bro, do you know what I feel? Yah you never know. I can feel that you are far away from me and there's no me in your mind. Ya of course, you are having fun there! How stupid am I? Yeah toooo stupid...
                 Do you ever think of me honey? What are you doing now? Are you fine? Hmm I hope you are fine and happy there :') I will alway pray for you. I just want you to know that you always in my heart.. And my heart just for you..
                 Hmm I still remember kita pernah terputus hubungan selama...... mm berapa lama eh? Oh yaa 2 minggu.... kot. Kan? Ah ye kot. Terfikir pulak aku hmmm you should not text or call me untill we reach 2013 because look what happen now? Putus hubungan balik.. Sudah cukup mendera hati aku. Menipu besar gila lah kalau kata aku tak terseksa. Hmm nampaknya rancangan seseorang itu berjaya. Whatever lah, I did it for him. I should not regret it. As long they are happy. Tak tahu sampai bila aku akan dibenci.
                 Actually yang buat aku teringatkan dia and tak boleh tidur sebab aku stalk Facebook dia. Aku ternampak gambar dia dengan 'sana'. OHMAIGADDDD, he is soooo handsome!!!!! Yaa sangat kacak :'D I can see he's happy. Haha entah berapa banyak kali 'happy' aku nak mention kat sini. Eh but serious lah he looks so handsome. And that's why sampai sekarang (12am) aku still tak dapat tidur. Hmm rindu kot.. eh? Hmm biarlah. I hope I can see you... In my dreams... Bye honey boo :') Assalamualaikum..

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